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  "You're right. Fuck I need my fuckin head examined."

  "Need to let what Tracy did go. Her not bein happy without fuckin drug wars and Brothers dyin is her fuckin problem. Don't know how she made it yours. Brother you're the best thing happened to this club, let it fuckin go. Look at what you've done. No one else could've done it." I can see he feels this.

  "Thanks Brother. I need to fuckin relax." I smile. I need to get the fuck over myself.

  "Thought you did that last night and this mornin? Pretty sure your night is lookin up too." He laughs.

  "Fuck off." I smile at him. "Did you come in here to play Dear Abby or did you have a fuckin reason?"

  He laughs, I love that he's happy. "Don’t know no Dear Abby. Just wonderin if you'd tell me why you never moved your truck last night. Fuckin Tiny can’t be the only one knowin shit. He don’t fuckin share."

  I fuckin laugh. "Stop watching my fuckin street you nosey bastard." He leaves laughing. He knew all fuckin day and didn't say a word. Fuckin Steve.

  Danny

  Walking in the house I see Kate at the table on her laptop. She looks up and smiles. I walk to her bending to kiss the lips I missed all day.

  When I pull away she smiles. "I never get a peck on the cheek. I love that you kiss me like it should matter."

  "It matters to me; I figure it matters to you too. If it didn't I wouldn't be doing my job right. How was your day Beautiful K?" I peck her cheek making her laugh.

  "It was a busy one. We had three move-ins today. I have one open then I have to start doubling up again. I'm hoping court helps two make it home this week. Devan is with Jess. She's keeping him overnight." She says distracted, she's typing so I let her finish. I put a glass of wine in front of her and sit with my beer.

  Ben walks in, Kate looks up and smiles at him. "Jessie left with Patches." She tells us.

  "I stopped by to see him before coming over."

  He's a good father. I smile up at him. He gets a beer and sits with us. "Busy day?" I ask.

  "It was hectic but not too busy. I had trouble focusing today." He says with a smile.

  "How long do you have left baby?" I ask her.

  "About twenty minutes." She looks back at her screen.

  "We'll be on the patio. A Prospect is dropping dinner; yell if he gets here before you're done. I'll handle it." We stand. She nods not really paying attention. I just smile walking out the door.

  "She left early to get here before the kids left. She wasn't finished though." I tell him.

  "I don't normally see her bringing work home." He says looking back.

  "She does it after the kids go to bed. Never more than an hour and not every night. Your trouble focusing, was it what we talked about?" I need to know he didn't change his mind. I know he wants this.

  "Yeah. Steve talked to me about letting the Tracy shit go. The hardest thing for me is thinking I've got nothing to add here. You already take care of all Kate's needs. It's hard to see what I can add." He says laying it out.

  "I'm glad you told me. I don't agree, but you didn't hide it and I can see where that would be a problem for you. Your use to having everything thought out and planned. Love doesn't allow for that kind of plan Ben. It just is. The other part is you not seeing how love affects Kate's happiness. It's not about you or me; it's about how Kate feels. Neither one of us can plan for that. She's going to feel whatever she feels no matter what plan is best." I look to see if he's getting it.

  "I'm still trying to get my head around how fuckin smart you are and how the fuck I missed it." He shakes his head.

  "Ben I've been here for fuckin years. I'm the same guy that sat right here talking to you last week. Seriously, let the fuckin smart thing go." Fuck I don't want to be pissed.

  "You're right. It's just that I'm so far behind here I feel like a kid with his first girlfriend. It's throwing me."

  "I get that but you need to look at it from a different angle. Kevin kept saying about being equal for a reason. I didn't get it then but I do now. You're still Jessie's dad, the MC's Pres, our friend and hopefully partner; you're a valued member of our family Ben. Nothing's changed other than us looking at long term and whether Kate is looking for that too. We're still the same people we were yesterday, last week and last year." I'm watching him while I talk seeing he's taking it all in.

  "Fuck it sounds so easy when you say it. I don't know why I'm making it harder than it needs to be." He slides his hand through his hair.

  "Steve may be right. Tracy threw some baggage on you. I spent about four months with the therapist getting De out of my head. It may be worth seeing him to clear your path with us." I remember throwing doubt on Kate when she didn't do anything to earn it.

  "It can't hurt. If it helps with this it will be worth every fuckin minute Tiny throws tampons at me." He says with a smile.

  "Kate may want us all to go. She's big on the therapist. Tiny has never thrown a tampon at me and he knows about the therapist." I tell him almost laughing at his expression.

  "Fuckin Tiny. What did you tell him this morning?" At least he's smiling.

  "Nothing. He didn't ask and I didn't offer. I think that's something we need to talk about before we share. It's not just about me, but you and Kate too. I won't say anything unless we are all comfortable with it. Don't get me wrong, I'd be fuckin proud to tell anyone that asks, but I have to take you and Kate's feelings and her job into consideration. Right now we haven't talked to Kate and you're unsure of where you stand. There's nothing Tiny needs to know when I have both of you to shield right now. With Tiny it won't matter anyways. He's here every fuckin day. He doesn't miss much, so he knows not to ask." I smile at his look of disbelief.

  "He's here every day? Fuck. Does he ever stay home with Nancy? This fuckin house is like grand central station." He's still smiling.

  Kate comes out and sits on my lap. "The food's not here yet. I think we should wait to talk until it gets here so we're not interrupted." I rub my hand down her back.

  "Beautiful K, you're too smart for the likes of us. I think we should wait cause I'm fuckin starving." I smile. Ben cracks up. The Prospect knocks and walks in. "Guess we don't have to wait anymore." I lift her up when I stand and carry her into the kitchen.

  Ben

  Danny gets up and refills Kate's wine glass. "Now that my stomach is fed how about that talk?" He says as he puts the glass in front of her. He looks at me. "Can you sit by Kate? I can't see you both this way." I move to her side thinking he rarely says anything about his eye but there are times he is forced to say something; he's not happy about it. For some reason I feel relieved I'm not the only one that isn't 100% here. "Kate, I talked to Ben last night to see where he stood with making him part of us. When we're together, it means more than just satisfying each other to him as well as us. We've gotten closer over the last few months and I see how you're drawn to each other. When you asked about another three way, it was Ben you asked for. Do you want more than once and a while?" Fuck he's so fuckin direct. I watch Kate trying to get 'she asked for me', as opposed to someone else, out of my fuckin head.

  "I do. I don't ever want you to feel like you're not enough or lacking in some way but I am drawn to Ben. At first I saw it as a problem but then I thought about Mitch and Rich and Patches. Can you do this long term?" She asks him. Fuck they have no embarrassment with each other.

  He smiles at her. I can see how much he loves her in every look. "I don't see sharing our bed or time as losing part of you. I see it as gaining another layer to who we are. I know you love me; I don't see that changing because Ben is part of us. You are drawn to him for a reason; he gives you something that makes you happy and fulfilled. I want you to have that." He holds her hand.

  She looks at me. "Is this something you want to be a part of?"

  I need to be as honest and direct as they are. "I can't say I expected it but I do want it. Steve told me everyone knows how I feel about you, but me and you apparently. This scares the hell out of me but I wa
nt to be part of what you have here. I'm going to fuck it up sometimes but Danny tells me we'll work together as equals so we'll always have each other's backs." She puts her hand in mine and squeezes.

  "I talked to Mitch today. She explained about equal and three sides to everything. After being a little freaked out this morning, I feel better tonight knowing we can start out on the same page with equal footing. So my all-knowing husband, what is next?" She smiles at him but keeps my hand. I chuckle. Fuckin Kate.

  He laughs leaning in to kiss her. I love that he never cares when or where, whenever he kisses her he gives her everything. When he sits back he throws me chin. Kate laughs. "What? I like that he's smiling when I kiss you. I felt the same way when I saw him kiss you last night. I love to see him love you." Fuck, I can't believe he just said that.

  Kate sucks her breath in and looks at me. "You love me?"

  "I would have liked to tell you myself." I look at him, he's fuckin smiling. "But yes. I realized it today when I was playing back everything we talked about last night and this morning." She launches herself at me. Fuckin Danny laughs.

  "Holy crap! I thought I was a freak!" She kisses me. Danny is cracking up. Fuck this is so fuckin weird but it feels so fuckin good. Kate finally sits down.

  Danny becomes a moderator of sorts so we decide on what we're comfortable with, how we'll tell the kids, if we tell anyone else, choosing a date night for each of us, how the equal will only work if we're honest with each other and a shit load of other things. We talk until eleven then we go to bed. Kate is excited I decided to move in here but asks if I can sleep on the other side. Since it's my normal side I agree. Danny smiles at her.

  I undress her running my hands down her body. She's so fuckin beautiful. I can't stop myself from kissing her. Danny stands behind her pulling her skirt down. She moans in my mouth. Fuck that feels good. She starts moving and I know he's taking her shoes off. I pull away looking in her eyes. She loves me. Holy Fuck! I love her; I don't remember having these feelings with Tracy. I shake my head to clear it. I need to fuckin focus. She smiles touching my face like she knows. Danny stands behind her watching me while his hands find her nipples. When I step back he lifts her onto the bed and puts her on her hands and knees. I undress while he pulls condoms and lube out. "Do you have any requests tonight my Beautiful K?" He asks her leaning over to kiss her.

  "Whatever my two men want to give me." She says her voice hoarse. Fuck I find that sexy.

  "I missed your sweet pussy last night. We'll start there." He smiles at her and she moans. Fuck, he even gets me hot. I move in front of her sliding my hands from her back to her front. I love feeling her body and tell her.

  Danny puts his mouth on her pussy and she moans. "I love this position." She says softly. I wonder if she meant to say it out loud but I file it for another day. I kiss her while he's working her pussy. She moans in my mouth making my dick bounce. She pulls away. "Kneel in front of me."

  I waste no time getting into position. She's puts her mouth on me once before, I thought I'd died and gone to heaven. "I love your mouth on me." She sucks me right down. "Fuck." My hand finds her head. I put my other hand on her face and move for her. She's sucking hard as Danny moves his mouth on her. I know right when he slides his fingers in her, she swallows my fuckin dick. "Holy Fuck Kate." She sucks harder moaning all the way. I move faster listening to her sounds changing. She's fuckin close. I lean over and rub my hand on her nipple playing with the jewel. "I love the fuckin jewels Kate, I find them so sexy." She swallows me down again then slides her mouth off me and screams. I moan, fuck she's loud. Danny always covers her mouth when she comes. I smile and keep my hands on her.

  Danny watches me with a smile. "Front or back? First or second?"

  "Back, second." I answer feeling my dick bounce.

  He kneels behind her and slides right in pulling her up to him she moans. Her eyes are unfocused, her face is flushed she's fuckin beautiful with that just fucked look on her face. I move in front of her kissing down from her neck. Danny moves her knees and sits back on his feet lifting her up and down on him. I get to her nipple and move with them. Danny talks to her the whole time. She starts making noises and I know she's close again. I slide my hand to her pussy to help her get there. Fuck I want this to be good for her; I kiss her nipple and move back so he can move faster. I don't take my hand away from her pussy. "So fuckin sexy Kate." She's purring and my dick bounces, fuck I need to be in her. She starts to get louder.

  "Come on my beautiful girl give it to me." Danny says pounding her down on him. He pulls her back and puts his hand on her stomach pounding into her. She screams, I watch her face change with her orgasm. That is so fuckin hot. He growls, "Fuckin Beautiful". They're both breathing hard.

  "That was beautiful to watch." I say softly. Danny lowers Kate to me. I hold her while he pulls out. He goes to the bathroom. I kiss Kate's hair rubbing my hands down her back. "He was right. I love to see him love you." I tell her against her ear. She moans making me chuckle.

  Danny comes out with a towel. "I didn't wear a rubber. Always in her ass but not her pussy. I didn't think. Sorry Brother." I don't know why he's apologizing to me, she's his wife. He must have seen my confusion. "Didn't talk about it sooner. She's on birth control but I always use a rubber in her ass, just to be decent. If you talk to her and you're clean." He shrugs. "Maybe not wear a rubber either." I nod. He cleans her up and puts the towel on a tray on the nightstand. He's apologizing for not bringing it up while we're not in the middle of fuckin her.

  She lifts her head and kisses my chest. "I love your hands on me but I need to be buried in you Kate." She moans making me smile. I lift her getting up. Putting her ass in the air I put her head on the bed and get behind her. Danny gives me a condom and the lube. I stretch her while he rubs her back and talks to her. She starts rocking back on my fingers. I slide them out and slide my dick in. "Fuck you're tight." She pushes back burying me in her. "Fuck!" I start moving and she moans. I've never been in someone's ass alone. She fuckin loves it. Danny must have seen it on my face. He chuckles telling me she does. He lifts her body so it's angled up and moves my hand to her stomach putting pressure over my hand. She cries out and begs for harder. Fuck, he's showing me how she likes it. I lose it pounding into her; with her noises I know she's close again. Danny plays with her jewels and talks to her. Thank fuck. I can't get past how fuckin good it feels. She yells for harder and I can't stop the moan as I pull her against me harder. She fuckin screams and I can feel her pussy contracting. Fuck I feel heat run down my back and know I'm fuckin losing it. I press her stomach harder and moan as I shoot my load. "Holy fuck." I hold her tight to me. "I love you Kate." I say against her ear. I open my eyes to Danny smiling. Fuck it's weird but so fuckin good.

  He holds Kate and lowers her when I release my grip. I'm not quite functioning on all cylinders yet. "Fuckin Beautiful K." He says laying her down. He kisses her head and gets the towel to clean her up. I stumble off the bed and into the bathroom hearing him chuckle. I smile. Fuckin Danny.

  THREE

  One month

  Ben

  "Keith, get me Casper." I can't believe another fuckin gang is trying to move in. My phone rings. "Casper, we got tags on four fuckin building and seven signs on the west side of the village. Do you have someone on that?"

  He blows out a breath, "I can't get my fuckin uniforms to do a fuckin thing Pres, we don't have a gang unit or anything even close. My plain clothes are good but their spread thin."

  "Fuck Brother! Do you need help over there?" How the fuck is he getting anything done?

  "I'm moving forward Pres, it's taking time but I'm building from the top down for right now. We have some fuckin good detectives and more training with Rich but the uniforms are lazy as fuck. We'll get there in the end." He sounds more confident than when we started.

  "I'll get the tags taken care of and move the gang out. Brother, let me know if you need help. We can move your people out if that's what
you need."

  He laughs. "They're union Pres. I can't do fuck with the threat of the union involvement. I'm talking to VP and changing physical requirements. If I can't get them out one way I'll do it another."

  "Sounds like you have a plan Brother. Let me know if you need anything. I need to get to Security and get this fuckin gang dealt with before they become a bigger issue." He thanks me and hangs up.

  I grab my leather and yell for Keith. "Is there anything I need to deal with right away?" I ask walking through the door.

  He's behind his desk looking through papers frantically. "What the fuck is up with all the paper?"

  Stopping he looks at me. "Jess started the vacation program. She's pissed that the Brothers aren’t using it. Geek has me building a report of who has what and when they need to take vacation by before they lose it. It's a fuckin pain in the ass."

  Fuckin Jess. I smile. "Why can't you get the report from the program?"

  "High Security and Officers aren't logged in like everyone else. Geek is building a program but Jess wants the fuckin numbers by tomorrow. She's got a meeting set up with HR to go over all this shit." He's not fuckin happy.

  "Put everything else on hold and get that done for her. She's a hellcat if you don't give her what she needs." I can't help but smile.

  "On it Pres, VP already came by this morning. I'm not giving him a reason to kill me in my sleep." He goes back to his pile of papers; I notice his hands are shaking. He never checked my schedule. Fuck it, if he needs me he'll call.

  Parking my bike I walk into Security throwing chin. Every fuckin body greets me. Some days I wish to fuck I could get through a hallway without being noticed. Walking through Steve's door the office is empty. I go to surveillance throwing chin again. Steve and Rich are watching the boards. "Brother I need the fuckin gang found and escorted out." I say to him.